When she asked me to do a reading about her past lives, I only knew she was a recording artist in Asia. So I was fully aware that she could sing, but I had little idea of what her voice sounded like and the music she was actually playing – normally I would prefer knowing as little as possible about someone, so that I wouldn’t be influenced by any prior knowledge. Therefore I didn’t know about her Native American connection/interest in real life. And I didn’t know that some part of hers wanted to fly away.

Sensitive to Sound

In the session, meditation I could sense that she was tender and really sensitive. Which wouldn’t surprise anyone, if you knew that she was a singer/songwriter. But it was as if I could sense her overall sensitivity to sound. And not just to musical tones or melodies, but to sound in general. Like one kind of sound would annoy her, while another type of sound could hit her emotionally, because they simply go deep into her system.

Past Lives

Since she had asked me about her past lives, I entered the meditation with that intention. I connected with her, and then she took me to some hill, with ocean view. There I also saw a grave. Suddenly it was like she was wandering, floathing above this whole place. And when it turned night, she told me that she often looked at the stars and listened to the ocean, which would calm her down. But then the vibe, the atmosphere changed.

Native Americans

She wanted to let me know that she felt so restless. I saw flashes of a woman in a tent, one that Native Americans would have used. And I sensed some pain in her belly, including fear. It was dark, as the other side of the moon. She was craving for shelter, for some solace. The hill with ocean view became less pretty: she sometimes wanted to jump from the cliff, so she told me, to get into to the deep water. It was all too much.

Transforming Energy

Because of the grim atmosphere, and the pain and sadness in her belly – which looked like some dark, dense energy to me -, I asked my spiritual guide if we could remove this energy somehow. But instead of getting rid of any kind of energy, my guide told me that we could only transform it – it was her energy, and hers alone. So I sent some love and light to that area, and while I moved my ‘hand’ through this dark energy, it suddenly became brighter and felt lighter. The initial black, grey energy had turned into a prominent color: light violet. And she also looked like as if she was feeling better.

Being Purged

The meditation, session contained more aspects, including some other aspects regarding her belly. But respecting the boundaries of the things she actually wanted to share over here in this blog – and back then of personal things she didn’t even want to share with me in detail – I will disregard them fully. I do wanna share that she often – in real life – visions herself flying over parts of the oceans that are surrounded by mountains, so she told me afterwards. And also because of it’s relevance: she had done a past life regression before (guided by a YouTube video), she let me know. And the vision she got back then was one of her being a Native American woman, in which also the number ‘1839’ briefly appeared. She didn’t have much knowledge about the Native Americans, but the next day she looked up their history and she found that “the 1830’s was the time they started being purged, and it ended in 1839”.

Arrow or Bullet

Another time she did a second past life regression. And she felt something super painful on her neck. “It felt like it was an arrow or bullet hitting my neck”, she explained. And she remembered that she was thinking: “Now I understand why people die from this kind of neck injuries; it was very painful! It felt like how I actually had died in 1839.” The following night – fully awake – she looked at her neck, and she realised that there, on the exact same spot, she got a mole in her current life. Weird and interesting at the same time.

The Beauty

I believe we have lived many lives, before our current one. So her life as a Native American might have been one of many other lives she had been living so far. Some would say we had ‘countless lives’ before our present one. But the beauty of such a story like this, lies in the moment that these things apparently come up in someone’s consciousness: somehow it’s now relevant, so that awareness can do it’s job – a healing and a nurturing job.

In the singer/songwriter’s case I also love the fact that she currently moved to Canada, and loves living there. How much closer could you be to that holy ground of the Native Americans, right? And just one more thing to tell that made me smile from ear to ear: when I told her about the belly energy that turned light violet in the meditation, she shared with me that her upcoming album cover (back then) was already being designed, and it had the color light violet – of all colors.